Not Addicted

It's beginning to be so normal
That I don't even cover them up anymore
Pretty red dashes fade into petite pink lines
I still want it
But I'm not addicted

Addicted means falling apart, right?
Addicted means having no friends, right?
Addicted means failing school, right?
And I'm none of those things

However...
The sharp stinging pain would go so well with my eggnog...

Good thing I'm stronger than you think