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I need you
So my heart can stop leaping to escape
So I can let it beat beside yours
In perfect time
With flawless harmony
I need you

I crave you
To feel your delicate fingers run across my skin
To praise you, to claim you as my own
With a pang of longing
And an unquenchable thirst
I crave you

I love you
Your tender words spin around me like a cocoon
Your ripped up lion heart lays before me
With my needle and thread
And tape and glue
Can't you see?
That I will fix you

(P.S. I'd love any suggestions for a title to this poem, thanks)

Sunshine Girl

i believe you were in love

i could see it in your eyes

and feel it in the fluid motions of your body

but your heart only raced

and your smile only brightened when

Sweet Sunshine Girl fluttered into your arms

always laughed, never cried

never failed to slip your sinful cock into her cherry lips

i could tell you were in love with Sunshine Girl and her pretty lingerie

But Where Were You When I Needed You?

Me, The One Made Of Bones, Skin And Blood

i could tell you were in love

or at least in lust

but it was never with me

You Let Me Break My Bones, Tear My Skin, And Spill My Blood

And Now Here I Am Never Having Experienced Tenderness

Here I Am Raw And Bruised

Dark And Beaten

in this place the sun shines no more

Beautiful Woman

Sometimes the mirror shows me a beautiful woman
She gazes back at me with her challenging seductive stare
Soft curvy hips
Small pink nipples
I smell her wave of lime lavender scent
Caramel colored hair down to the small of her back
And delicate pale feet
She hasn't a care in the world, that woman in the mirror
But thats just it
The mirror is her home, a safe pretty world that cages her up
Shielding her empty doe eyes from the horror of the Labyrinth
The one with the dodgy tearful eyes
Dry trembling fingers
And scarred imperfect body is the woman who has faced it all
Although her smile is not as bright
And her shoulders don't stand as tall
She is the woman withstanding the fear and uncertainty of the Labyrinth

To Save a Life

You begged me not to leave you

You claimed I saved your life

Now how could i free you?

And save you from your strife?

Addicted to the pain

Dedicated to our love

You find yourself in chains

Asking god above

To somehow make it worth it

To suffer like we are

Although you’d never admit it

I’ve left a massive scar

I don’t want you to hurt

Hurt and be hurt by me

But I don’t know if I have the strength

To save you and set you free

Under the water
She sang a story
Of losing her lover
She calls a warning

-The Lighthouse lyrics, The Hush Sound

I've started writing this song, its only the first verse and chorus

Voice soft and weak
Ache in my bones
Can't manage to speak
I'm left all alone

Trapped in my cage
Battling my own mind
Face hot with rage
As the serrated knife shined

So I said

Take it all away
Don't you know I have already died?
Leave me to decay
In my bloody suicide

The Cripple

I recently got crutches for my broken foot and this is how I feel a lot of the time

Pen to paper
To feel no more pain
Eyes glued to the floor
I hang my head in shame

Cheeks burning red
Scorching like a desert fire
Lump in my throat
I bet you wouldn't peg me for a cry-er

I dont blame them all
For what they say and how they say it
But I do blame myself
For letting my mind obey it

I'm not a "poor thing"
So kindly get the fuck out
After all, how bad would it look
If you made the cripple shout?

My Drug

If I could
I would bottle up your smile
And inject its contents into the crook of my arm
To get my fix of you

Mama warned me about pills and bongs
But never talked of the most dangerous drug around
The kind with a heartbeat and a soul
The kind that really make you lose all self control

I Can't Stand

I can't stand
To see the tears quiver in your eyes
As you look down at the floor
With a lump in your throat
I can't stand to know that you feel so much pain
While I am rendered helpless to you
Let me soak in all the hurt
Let me love you till it all goes away
Because I can't stand
To watch you slowly die
At the hands of that witch
That one you call "Mom"

My Crazy Stupid Boy

Your eyes are like big chocolate kisses
I love how they widen with care
And every time you glance at me
I melt under their semisweet stare

Your arms cradle me with warmth
I could lay in them all day
Wrapped in your love, legs intwined
You're perfect in every single way

Your lips are as sweet as candy floss
As soft as the winter snow
Your smile is what I live for
If you could only know

That my heart beats for you, my love
You, and you alone
Make me feel like I have a place
With you I have a home