Thursday, April 25, 2013

I've started writing this song, its only the first verse and chorus

Voice soft and weak
Ache in my bones
Can't manage to speak
I'm left all alone

Trapped in my cage
Battling my own mind
Face hot with rage
As the serrated knife shined

So I said

Take it all away
Don't you know I have already died?
Leave me to decay
In my bloody suicide

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

The Cripple

I recently got crutches for my broken foot and this is how I feel a lot of the time

Pen to paper
To feel no more pain
Eyes glued to the floor
I hang my head in shame

Cheeks burning red
Scorching like a desert fire
Lump in my throat
I bet you wouldn't peg me for a cry-er

I dont blame them all
For what they say and how they say it
But I do blame myself
For letting my mind obey it

I'm not a "poor thing"
So kindly get the fuck out
After all, how bad would it look
If you made the cripple shout?

Thursday, April 4, 2013

My Drug

If I could
I would bottle up your smile
And inject its contents into the crook of my arm
To get my fix of you

Mama warned me about pills and bongs
But never talked of the most dangerous drug around
The kind with a heartbeat and a soul
The kind that really make you lose all self control